Why am I sick just before Otakon. I really hope I get my voice back... Just got my braces tightened, so I won't be able to eat properly either. wtf, timing.

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

10. I thought we almost became close, but then kind of separated again. It's weird.
09. I think I annoy the shit out of you, but you're too polite/whatever to say anything. I'm thick-skinned; go ahead and tell me.
08. I want to be there for you; I don't think anyone else has ever been so supportive or put up with me for so long.
07. I'm scared that I'll break your heart.
06. You're one of the neatest people I've met recently; it's actually fun listening to you.
05. Your pushiness and general lack of tact seriously gets on my nerves sometimes.
04. Repetition doesn't help your case.
03. You're so nice, and I think that's why we're not closer yet.
02. You remind me of a lot of people that I hate very, very much. But I still like you, so something must be different?
01. I admire you, even if there's no way I'd trade lives.

9 Things about yourself:

09. I think selfless people are amazing. I wish I could be less self-absorbed like that.
08. I am extremely lazy and unmotivated :')
07. I get frustrated at things I'm not good at.
06. I dislike screaming teenage girls, but I like loud, active people.
05. Chances are, if I'm "mean" to you, I consider you my friend.
04. I can't deal with people being angry at me. I need approval. I want to please. I sort of hate it.
03. I'm terrified of growing old and useless.
02. I like flowers, sunshowers, stargazing, colors, lights, and all that jazz. I wish life were always that simple.
01. I don't want to be involved romantically; it sounds really gross and constricting.

8 ways to win your heart:

08. Give me my space when I need it. I can recover from almost anything on my own.
07. Remember the little details without me repeating myself.
06. Tell me when I'm wrong, but not to prove that you're right.
05. Surprise me.
04. Know when to quit.
03. Do something silly or sentimental to get my attention.
02. Help me make decisions @_@ I kind of need a bossy person sometimes.
01. Thank me, or acknowledge when I do something right. Otherwise I'll assume I messed up.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

07. I wonder what I could've done differently.
06. Hey internet, stop being so boring.
05. What am I doing with my life?
04. I hate you. Please stop talking.
03. I'm a horrible person.
02. Insert daydreaming about characters I like here.
01. Humanity is so... stupid ;_;

Six things you do before you fall asleep: (and / or)
06. Check my clock and notice what ungodly hour it is.
05. AIM Chat ♥
04. Try to get a sketch done.
03. Receive some random AIM messages from Rel-bum.
02. Re-read a few interesting things that happened that day.
01. Lay down and think for about twenty minutes.

Five people who mean a lot.

05. My school friends
04. My forum friends
03. All the people at Purg that I love (you know who you are)
02. My family
01. That's about it? :')

Four things you're wearing right now.

04. Gray shorts
03. Blue striped shirt
02. A bra?
01. ...Underwear?

Three songs that you listen to often (currently):

03. TheScreamers' violin performances
02. Semisonic - Closing Time (sentimental attachment)
01. Endou Kenji - Bob Lennon

Two things you want to do before you die:

02. Travel, preferably Europe and Japan again.
01. Win recognition for something (something positive ;;).

One confession:

01. I adore compliments, even if I don't deserve them.