Life is weird.

Post a confession! A secret, a love, a worry, a hope, a fear, a story, a wish -- anything. Anything and everything you've ever wanted to tell me or someone else.
Then post this in your journal so I can do the same for you!

So Eric was talking about old homework assignments and stuff so I went around looking for this one I remember doing a horrible job on.

IT'S SO MUCH WORSE THAN I REMEMBER IT BEING

( My philosophy homework from... three years ago. Completely unedited. )

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you!

Stolen from countless people. IP logging off, anon on, etc. ♥

Stolen from roughly half my friend's list :')

Ask me anything you want!

Anon is on, IP screening is off ♥

Yesterday was a fun day. I started kind of tagging again, and I feel a little bit more comfortable now, but we'll see how it goes. Maybe it's just a slump. And last night reminded me how much people care, so I'll try. If only for the amazing people.

Oh, and for everyone I promised a letter, I'm definitely working on them! It'll probably take a long time to finish though, with what I have planned out, since I'm sending them all out at once OTL Did anyone else want one?

I really don't want to hiatus at Purg but... it's tough. Let's see how it goes.

ANYWAY.

( Beware, this is Gundam 00 S2 discussion! )

I was in the mood to crank open Photoshop, so I replaced my layout really quick ♥ However, it needs a link list to look right, and so I'm just adding links to other journals because I'm super unimaginative.

So my good people, check out this site if you've never played Guilty Gear and pick a character so I can exploit you display my endless bounty of love.

TARI, YOU SHOULD PICK SOL SO WE CAN BE RAIBARUS

+goes to find a mood theme+

asdkfjsldkj I hate falling asleep in classes. And having them scheduled so I end up eating one meal a day.

So I went and ate this huge platter of food and a fried pie and will probably regret it tomorrow \o/ IMMEDIATE GRATIFICATION, YUM.

Also, Graham's account expired without me noticing lolol. I... will probably need to fix that. My poor credit card is already twitching and dying from buying textbooks, but 15 icons just won't cut it anymore.

It's tough keeping up two lives. I miss everything online, but I also spent the last... four hours playing poker? I dunno. I apologize ahead of time for not being able to pay so much attention to Purg and my friends list :/

Five classes on one day sucks pretty hardcore. holy fuck how do I already have 50 pages of readinnggggg

To start, thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry ♥ It really cheered me up. lmao, Eric, I laughed so hard at your "pep talk."

So I finally moved in, and my mom's gone home. Being a freshman sucks really hardcore, but... yeah, I guess I'll just have to deal. The people here are nice, so it's not so bad. I have such a hard time socializing that I haven't gotten to know anyone in my dorm.

Tonight I had a chance to visit frats/sororities for rush week. To be honest, the Christian and polo + khaki places are just... completely uninteresting to me. I spent almost all night at one frat though, which was filled with complete nerds. Practically my kin, and co-ed ♥ Twas amazing.

I'm tired though. And god, I want to do marching band. And I miss having the endless summer time to spend with you all too ;;

Back from Otakon! Very busy weekend, so I'm kind of wiped out. I'll upload a couple pictures later.

I now have a 1/144 Graham's Custom Flag, a 1/100 OverFlag, a Graham I-Doll (which says you've-stolen-my-heart line OTL), a Wang Liu Mei heroine figurine, four Code Geass keychains (Schneizel and Jeremiah ♥! Neutral about Suzaku, but blah about Nunnally. Stupid grab-bags.), some buttons, some mecha stickers, an inflatable Haro (thanks Suu ♥), an a really cute mug. There was a pretty big lack of anything that wasn't extremely mainstream, which was sort of disappointing, but expected. Some awesome cosplayers and wonderful random people too.

Oh, and I made a Friend (20th Century Boys; go read it) cosplay in about two hours at around 3AM. I'm honestly surprised so many people recognized me before I took it off so I could see :|

Can't wait for next year already ;_;

Why am I sick just before Otakon. I really hope I get my voice back... Just got my braces tightened, so I won't be able to eat properly either. wtf, timing.

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

10. I thought we almost became close, but then kind of separated again. It's weird.
09. I think I annoy the shit out of you, but you're too polite/whatever to say anything. I'm thick-skinned; go ahead and tell me.
08. I want to be there for you; I don't think anyone else has ever been so supportive or put up with me for so long.
07. I'm scared that I'll break your heart.
06. You're one of the neatest people I've met recently; it's actually fun listening to you.
05. Your pushiness and general lack of tact seriously gets on my nerves sometimes.
04. Repetition doesn't help your case.
03. You're so nice, and I think that's why we're not closer yet.
02. You remind me of a lot of people that I hate very, very much. But I still like you, so something must be different?
01. I admire you, even if there's no way I'd trade lives.

9 Things about yourself:

09. I think selfless people are amazing. I wish I could be less self-absorbed like that.
08. I am extremely lazy and unmotivated :')
07. I get frustrated at things I'm not good at.
06. I dislike screaming teenage girls, but I like loud, active people.
05. Chances are, if I'm "mean" to you, I consider you my friend.
04. I can't deal with people being angry at me. I need approval. I want to please. I sort of hate it.
03. I'm terrified of growing old and useless.
02. I like flowers, sunshowers, stargazing, colors, lights, and all that jazz. I wish life were always that simple.
01. I don't want to be involved romantically; it sounds really gross and constricting.

8 ways to win your heart:

08. Give me my space when I need it. I can recover from almost anything on my own.
07. Remember the little details without me repeating myself.
06. Tell me when I'm wrong, but not to prove that you're right.
05. Surprise me.
04. Know when to quit.
03. Do something silly or sentimental to get my attention.
02. Help me make decisions @_@ I kind of need a bossy person sometimes.
01. Thank me, or acknowledge when I do something right. Otherwise I'll assume I messed up.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

07. I wonder what I could've done differently.
06. Hey internet, stop being so boring.
05. What am I doing with my life?
04. I hate you. Please stop talking.
03. I'm a horrible person.
02. Insert daydreaming about characters I like here.
01. Humanity is so... stupid ;_;

Six things you do before you fall asleep: (and / or)
06. Check my clock and notice what ungodly hour it is.
05. AIM Chat ♥
04. Try to get a sketch done.
03. Receive some random AIM messages from Rel-bum.
02. Re-read a few interesting things that happened that day.
01. Lay down and think for about twenty minutes.

Five people who mean a lot.

05. My school friends
04. My forum friends
03. All the people at Purg that I love (you know who you are)
02. My family
01. That's about it? :')

Four things you're wearing right now.

04. Gray shorts
03. Blue striped shirt
02. A bra?
01. ...Underwear?

Three songs that you listen to often (currently):

03. TheScreamers' violin performances
02. Semisonic - Closing Time (sentimental attachment)
01. Endou Kenji - Bob Lennon

Two things you want to do before you die:

02. Travel, preferably Europe and Japan again.
01. Win recognition for something (something positive ;;).

One confession:

01. I adore compliments, even if I don't deserve them.

The handwriting meme :O!

Also, Lolfang did a pretty in-depth summary of the G00 drama cd here (scroll down a little). Hopefully there'll be a translation soon ♥

Now for sleep.

+throws self onto bandwagon+

Give me a fandom and I'll return to you:

1. One True Pairing Ship
2. Canon Ship
3. "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship
4. "You are one sick bastard" Ship
5. "I dabble a little" Ship
6. "It's like a car crash" Ship
7. "Tickles my fancy but not sold just yet" Ship
8. "Makes no canon sense but why the Hell not" Ship
9. "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship

My profile has most of everything I dabble in, I think...

+scream+

Tari, I'm done with your picture. It'll be under the cut. Same disclaimer as always: warning for suck, and I have some kind of natural inability to color within the lines. If there's anything you want changed/isn't up to standards, please tell me ♥ I can get it slightly larger too, but you'd have to give me a chance to open up my art program again for that.

Also, have I said already that I suck at drawing couples? Because I do. Anyway, my sister and her friend kept like FIGHTING on their "play date" or whatever it drove me nuts. Argh children. Headphones, love of my life, what would I do without you.

( set sail for fail AKA I cannot draw Saji lolol )

OKAY, MUST END DAY ON A NICER NOTE ♥

Just for a headcount and stuff, who's going to be at Otakon/how long are you staying/etc? ♥ I might head up on Thursday to pick up everything, though maybe not because I won't have a place to stay. But I'll definitely be there Friday, Saturday, and Sunday!

Also, for all you G00 people, a question~

( PILOT DISCUSSION )

God. I am so fail at being productive. I seriously can't draw more than one thing a day.

But I finished my very first commission! ♥ I'm... kind of proud of myself, even if it's not really an accomplishment. And it didn't even turn out amazing or anything OTL Sorry, Hebe ;;

( Cut for image and ~*~sparkles~*~ )

So I'd like to pause everyone's life for a moment

and tell them

that Kits, aka sine_sapienti

is quite possibly

the most beautiful and wonderful person in the world

and if Skie doesn't watch out

I will steal her away

with my long, broken up sentences

and shower her with love

because

she is so amazing

and ajsq3oirwjf;ladsjflkjas;ldfkj;slkdjfijoi
asdjfklajsd

oh my god ;_;

KITS I LOVE YOUasjd;flkjaslkdjfjoijo ;________;

+weeps endlessly+

Oh, and I'm still looking to draw stuff for people <3 Again, it'd be for a one month paid subscription, or uh, extra icons on my paid journals. idk how LJ works OTL And Hebebebebe is amazing ;____________; <3333333 I am going to embrace her with love and adoration once I finish this drawing D:<<<<<<<<

After this post, I'm taking a shower, and by then my friend'll be here, so by then I'll have gotten no sleep.

...Huh.

( Nonsense under cut. Today was a very good day. )

..........Also, would anyone be interested in commissioning? I-I kind of want paid accounts for my RP journals ;; They'd hopefully be around here or more realistically, here in quality. It'd cost however much the smallest increment of time is for a paid journal, which I can't remember off the top of my head. Leave me alone.

+SCREAMS+

WHAT THE HELL, G00 DRAMA CD. WHAT THE HELL.

May have thoughts up later, when my brain stops melting out of my ears.